Wednesday, July 2, 2014

We can change...and fast

Yesterday in the temple I was thinking about the Atonement and change. I too often use phrases like "I have his weakness" or "I may always struggle with it." I am mortal, but Jesus isn't and He will help me overcome weaknesses. I don't want to think that way, to assume that I will always struggle with something. I want to believe that there are some things I won't struggle with, because through the grace of the Atonement, I can completely overcome it. It requires faith and humility, according to Ether 12:27. I want that thing that I don't always struggle with to be getting insecure around people or caring what others think of me. 

"If there is one lament I cannot abide—and I hear it from adults as well as students—it is the poor, pitiful, withered cry, “Well, that’s just the way I am.” If you want to talk about discouragement, that phrase is one that discourages me. Though not a swearing man, I am always sorely tempted to try my hand when I hear that. Please spare me your speeches about “That’s just the way I am.” I’ve heard that from too many people who wanted to sin and call it psychology. And I use the word sin again to cover a vast range of habits, some seemingly innocent enough, that nevertheless bring discouragement and doubt and despair.

You can change anything you want to change, and you can do it very fast. That’s another satanic suckerpunch—that it takes years and years and eons of eternity to repent. It takes exactly as long to repent as it takes you to say, “I’ll change”—and mean it. Of course there will be problems to work out and restitutions to make. You may well spend—indeed you had better spend—the rest of your life proving your repentance by its permanence. But change, growth, renewal, and repentance can come for you as instantaneously as for Alma and the sons of Mosiah. Even if you have serious amends to make, it is not likely that you would qualify for the term, “the vilest of sinners,” which is the phrase Mormon uses in describing these young men. Yet as Alma recounts his own experience in the thirty-sixth chapter of the book that bears his name, his repentance appears to have been as instantaneous as it was stunning."


*I know that when there is lots of love of God in my heart, there isn't contention (4 Nephi 1:4). So I need to love Him more and love myself more, or rather, feel His love for me. Then I can more easily feel love for others instead of nervousness or intimidation. 

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