Blessings

I had a really nice time at the temple this morning. I did initiatories and felt the spirit a lot, and felt close to heavenly father and grateful for the temple. I also felt a lot of love from the temple workers. I admired them a lot because that they had everything memorized and we're very reverent toward the ordinance. That makes such a big difference to me.

I also feel very blessed because I played this morning pretty sincerely that I would be able to have more charity and love her my in-laws. And even though that is something I've been working on, I'm not sure how much I've prayed for it necessarily. And then I was just blessed with kind of a burst of charity towards them. I have the desire to talk to Moira and tell her that I loved her and appreciated her. And so I called her and was able to tell her that. It made a difference to me because I was able to show appreciation, and also strengthen our relationship. And for some reason by doing that, I feel like I understand her more and I understand that I can't hold her up to a certain expectation or certain way to be or to express love. She has certain abilities and experiences that enable her to do or to not do certain things. And I must allow her to express love in the way that she wants to and can do. And remember the him, that there are things I don't know about that she is experiencing and has experience.