Grace

I mean, how do we use Grace very day? How do we do continuously apply the blood of the atonement? How do I continue to convert?

Repent daily
Pray really hard
Pray often
Think about and keep my covenants
Receive Him
Abide in him
Let his words abide in me
Learn about him and his words
Keep his commandments willingly and purposely and eagerly

I have tasted the sweet taste of forgiveness or growth or change of heart, but can I feel so now. I mean, not as much as then. I don't think this lack is because of sin per se. Maybe just lack of effort.

"We find joy in the consistent effort of experiencing a change of heart as we embrace the Atonement of Jesus Christ in our lives." Elder Dube, Ensign, June 2016